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:: by Lori Evans
"have trust in yourself
out of yourself
or trust no one" ::

My heart beats despite me It's a constant reminder of how little control i have :: It stings me to the point where i want to put an ice pick through it Just to fell the icy chill :: Bleeding in my head thought that destruct and are potentially dangerous to me Much like a spark threatening to ignite suddenly and consume all :: I just wish there was some piece inside of me i could grab That can be ripped out :: Some organ i could dissect with sick curiosity Just to know why i feel like this
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My heart Take it out :: The thought of something so alive inside my body Something that feeds me and feeds off of me :: Something so terribly normal writhing under my skin Surely it has no place in such a disoriented world like mine :: My only request - Save me from feeling :: Aside from knowing These senses are too much

Original Release: May 2005, Version I